it’s a wonder i haven’t up and packed my bags already.
badly need some form of sign that says i should or should not stay where i am right now. 
and it isn’t just that i need to grow up and see the world for what it really is, because there’s only so much abuse you can take until you can’t take any more. or until you can formally call yourself stupid and/or masochistic for just taking it all without comment.
i think i’ve reached that.
